A strange thing is happening with my latest writing. When I wrote my novel, Psychic Witness, I pretty much mapped it out so I knew what was going to happen. There were a few surprises, but nothing major. I was in control and I knew what was going to happen next. I’ve been stuck in editing hell for a while now. I haven’t touched the manuscript in weeks. I’ve missed writing so much but I can’t bring myself to touch this story right now. I don’t know what the problem is. I think it’s something with my main character. I just can’t seem to get into his head. I’m thinking right story, wrong character?
As I wrote in my last blog, I bought a set of five notepads on Friday with the intention of writing some short stories to blast through my block and get me writing again. Well, that very night two names popped into my head from nowhere. I wasn’t even thinking about writing. In fact I was watching an episode of Doctor Who! I grabbed one of the notepads intending to just write the names down so I wouldn’t forget them. Then a scene came fully developed into my mind of two men standing in front of a steel door that led to some sort of vault. One of the men had used a pass card to try to get into the vault. But it hadn’t worked and in fact it set off an alarm.
Naturally I started writing. What came out was an intense chase scene that ended with them jumping off a ledge to fall fifty feet into a lake to escape their pursuers. That’s how I left it that night as it was late and I was tired. The next day I continued writing and the pair’s dash to safety continued only to end with one of them being captured. The other escaped into a forest. The strange thing is I don’t know what is going to happen next until I pick up a pen and actually start to write. I had no idea one of them was going to get caught until it happened. It wasn’t something I’d considered. I don’t think I can even plan ahead because whatever I think is going to happen probably won’t even be close when I come to write it. It’s almost like reading the story. I have no idea what’s going to happen until I actually write it! This short story is also threatening to grow into a full blown novel. I sense there is a lot more to this story to come.
Has this happened to you? Is this how you write? As someone who usually plots an outline, even just a vague list of plot points, this style of writing is very liberating and even exciting. It’s also a bit scary. What if the story just runs up against a brick wall? What if I write the characters into a situation that I have no idea how to get them out of? At this moment I have no idea who these two men are. Are they good guys or bad guys? What were they after in the vault? All I know is the story that I thought was going to be a sort of futuristic heist tale seems to be heading into the fantasy realm. Not something I have any experience of writing. Though I do enjoy a good fantasy story.
The main thing though, is I have rediscovered the joy of writing. I no longer look at the computer and think I should get back to writing. I AM writing and it feels great!